by Andrea Krause
Behind super beefy glass, our fraternal furry twins. We share 98.4% of our DNA, & I’m so thankful the other 1.6% encodes only ape asses to shrivel up like inflamed red raisins. It’s shatter-proof, but I don’t feel safe from those eyes, incarnate pupils, uncomfortably close. I’m hesitant to linger, like the familiar terror of running into an estranged friend who knows all my hairy secrets. But my toddler isn’t timid—their resemblance to the lanky sock monkey she cuddles during naps is uncanny— & her humanness, threadbare & brazen, is transfixed at their mutual 3-feet height, her eyes wide & wild with primate curiosity. There’s feces smeared lumpy on the glass but they don’t add to it, don’t reach to hurl any turds. I take it as a sign of good will, maybe even endearment. It’s probably biological to think your offspring extraordinarily benevolent, unmenacing. They touch each other tenderly: palms caress shoulders, fingernails rake across broad backs. I want to infer their bond is secure from those few minutes of fondness I witness. I want to say something about captive devotion, but I don't have the language. Instead, I just paw at the prism of my chromosomes, resigned, softly stroking my daughter’s hair, same shade as my own
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